Monday 21 September 2015

BEAUTIFULLY FLAWED, PART 52

BEAUTIFULLY FLAWED


PART 52




Wanna go out n chill? We could go shopping if you want. Nikita said unexpectedly appearing at the house. It was hot a afternoon, n Geet wasn’t feeling very good.

No, Niks. I am kind of down today.

Why what’s wrong? Maan said you have been upset since Manu left but it looks like more than that. Are you sick?

Perhaps. My stomach hasn’t been a party lately. I get this weird feeling sometimes inside, mornings are the worst. Or it was just worry regarding everything that was going wrong in her life.

Nikita seemed to be calculating something in her mind. Nina bought the usual wine n refreshment for Nikita while for Geet came a glass of milk. Milk?

Yes. Geet chuckled at Nikita’s tone of amazement. I have developed a taste for it.

Oh, my fucking god. When was the last time you bled?

As in my monthly cycle? I don’t know. Mine are really irregular.

Geet, maybe… oh, I am so happy, maybe you are pregnant.

Geet looked at her friend and SIL with a passive look. I am on the pill.

So, it’s doesn’t work hundred percent. All these signs-

They are nothing.

Oh really. I think you might be wrong. We should go see a doctor.

I hate doctors, n hospitals, n clinics. But I’ll go with you so I can prove that I cannot be pregnant.

Nikita got an urgent appointment with a doctor. They went to her clinic. The idea of being pregnant was so absurd to Geet that she totally refused to consider that she might as well be.



I think all the symptoms indicate towards possible pregnancy. The Doctor said gleefully, after asking few questions from Geet and a brief check up. However before Nikita could jump like lunatic, she added. But we cannot be hundred percent sure until I have run tests. So the Doc took Geet’s urine sample and told she would tell the results in a day or two.

I don’t need damn results to know that there is a tiny something in your belly growing like hell with every passing day.

Geet rolled her eyes. Despite what doctor said, she knew she wasn’t pregnant. It was impossible. It wasn’t like she never had headaches or stomach cramps before.

Geet knew it was worry and weakness. When they went home and Nikita had left her alone, Geet tried to track down when was the last time she had her periods. At some probing in her mind, she discovered she’d had it almost 6-7 weeks ago. That wasn’t something new. Many times she had them once in two months and when they finally came she would feel queasy. That explained her sickness. She was sure her good friend would come this week or next.



At night, Geet lay in bed looking at Maan wondering if he wanted a kid. Would he still love her if she failed to give him one? Although, imagine if someday they did have a kid, would she be able to take care of an infant or would her past reflect down on the baby? She was hardly getting along in this marriage as a herd of demented problems rushed at her, how could manage a baby? So easily she had asked Maan if they could bring Manu to live with them permanently. Did she even have the aptitude to be a good mother, did she even deserve to be a mother?

Unknown to the tornado of question going in Geet’s mind, Maan sat against the headboard going through figures on his Mac book. He had just spent an hour in the study, now he was working in bed. Geet sat up n didn’t even dare ask what he was doing lest he would start explaining everything in minute detail which wasn’t good because her mind was already muddled.

Maan, I am sleepy. She said wrapping her hands around him.

Then go to sleep, love. I’ll take some time.

But I can only sleep when you are sleeping with me. She said tickling his ear with her tongue.

Maan chuckled. That’s not the case when I leave for office and you are still snoring in the morning. That earned him a bite on the lobe. Ouch. He winced.

Serves you right. Geet closed his Mac book. We sleep, that’s it. She kept the offending machine aside and pushed Maan back cuddling into him like a kitten. Her eyes closed on their own accord and she kissed his chest- once, twice. Geet, if you kept doing that we won’t be sleeping right now.

Her hazels met his dark orbs n her cheek tinted red. But we just did it in the study.

Is there book that says we can’t do it here again? He asked and she had to close his eyes with her hand so she could hide from their intensity.

Okay-okay. I am not doing anything. She again closed her eyes and also kept her lips firmly shut but not before telling him that she loved him. She said it often only to hear him say it back, to make sure that yes, this amazing man loved her with all his heart.

I love you too, my love.


Geet had no idea what time it was because it was still awfully dark when the shrill ringing of her phone woke her up. She took the call hastily, not wanting the noise to break Maan’s peaceful sleep.

Hello, my girl. The voice chilled Geet to the marrow of her bone. Although, she hadn’t heard it much, there was no mistaking who it belonged to. Thinking how I got to you? You really thought changing your hair color n wearing fancy clothes will make you imperceptible. You thought I won’t find you? I have to admit it was a little tough, a few months n money wasted, but finally I know where you are, with whom you are. I saved you, my girl, helped you when nobody else would n you betrayed your master.

What… do you want?

Nothing. You are no use to me anymore now that you have been in tabloids, n the world knows you. Time has come to teach you, your bloody savior n all of my other girls who think they can outrun me a lesson. Goodbye.

Please. Wait. But her caller had hung up; it was like he had cut her lifeline. Geet knew she was really doomed now for it wasn’t just Dev or Deepika behind her. Mr. C wanted her to suffer and he wasn’t some amateur after vengeance. This was a human trafficking mafia with great underworld ties. She knew his ways; he would stop at nothing until he had his sentence duly served.



Next morning Maan woke up early like usual. He was pleasantly surprised to see that Geet wasn’t in bed with him; he thought that she might again be trying to prepare special breakfast for her hubby. The thought brought the same nice-fuzzy feeling in stomach despite the fact that whatever his gorgeous wife cooked was mostly terrible. Still, he liked when she did things for him. Pulling on a T-shirt over his torso, he came downstairs but didn’t see her anywhere. He asked Nina if she had seen Geet but she simply said she hadn’t. He instantly got worried. He rushed out to ask the guard if he saw her leaving or something n found Geet on the grass. Relieved, he walked towards her. It was no mystery that she liked lying on the grass, drowned in deep thoughts but Maan had never found her here so early.

Maan stretched down beside her on the ground which was cold. Geet had her eyes open and was staring at nothing. He wrapped a hand around her only to find out she was nearly freezing. Shit, how long have you been here?

Maybe an hour, or longer.

Why?

Felt like it. She said n sat up. Her voice was distant n eyes vacant. She was so pale, it scared Maan a bit.

Are you… all right?

I have never been better, Maan. She looked at him, a soft smile touching her pink lips. She traced his cheek with her finger and he leaned into her touch. She asked out of the blues. You know when you don’t experience the fear of losing something?

What? Maan asked confused.

When you lose it. She told as a matter of fact. The thing is gone n the fear is gone.

What is that supposed to mean? Geet was already on her feet, brushing off the grass from her clothes. She offered him her hand. It’s warm inside, let’s go. He took her hand, laced his fingers through hers tightly. The fuzzy feeling was gone leaving at its wake a strange nagging n fear.


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14 comments:

  1. Shit wat the hell is happening with her now.. Dev and Deepika wasn't enough tat this man came back into her life. she was just settling in her life with maan and now everything is back again to haunt her. will she ever have a life of peace and without fear

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  2. why now..
    why this maan is back in geet life.
    isn't all the miseries enough for her.
    and her words scared maan as well

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  3. Omg!!!! 2 devils were less kya??? -_-
    How come mr.c found her??? :/
    Come on geet now atleast say something to maan?? -_-
    About dev i understand u have some i securities that maan wont believe u but about mr.c ...he knows everything -_-

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  4. Osheen first i want to point out .der s a small mistake is part 51....somewhete in the conversation between geet and shaan....u have mentioned dev instead of shaan....
    And now coming to d update....i feel so bad for geet...in the last uodate i was in a fix......but now i so desperstely want geet to tell everything to maan......seeing how much she has suffered....and how much of problems she is already having......i am actually very freaked out for d gal......jyst wen things get a little better....trouble comes to her in double force.. and in double amount.......
    I am actually vvery tensed even to open d next update....... considering how geet is now....i am so tensed wat she ll do.....
    And yes and if her pregnancy results are pisitive...trial and tests amd confusions is going to get added on for her
    ...lets see....fingers crossed before opening the next update....

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  5. Abb kya ho ga :(
    m scared to read next update yar :(
    SONA :)

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  6. @tania here.can't stop crying for geet.why the hell she still keep silent ?why not telling maan?all world just wanted to give her pain.pls not give her pain more.she suffered alot.now those persons should suffer

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  7. i m dreading... whal will happen now... geet has already suffered a lot... maan doesnt know anythimg...

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  8. Nikita.. gosh.. she is bindhast girl.. love her.. n is it so really Geet is pregnant..? Poor her.. she has to suffer becoz of her past.. now Mr. C is also behaind her... dunno whether she will live in peace or not.. Maan finding something odd in her behaviour..

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  9. Geet pregnant? For the first time probably I'm not looking forward to that possibility. That certainly has tensed me more than relieving me. I usually hate seeing MG separated but I hate it more then it happens when Geet is pregnant and Maan misses those 9 months and Geet is shown enduring all alone. Making her life work and going on with her baby and all that. Saying this cos I've a feeling you're going to separate MG and maybe a leap with Geet with a baby managing her life.

    Anyway, ignore my rants.

    Coming to the rest of the update, I sure now want Geet to tell Maan everything. Mr.C ain't Dev or Deepika. He has connections. He is of course dangerous knowing the guy is the master of human trafficking and other illegal activities. And when guys like him come after you for revenge it's doom. So I'm really hoping Geet at least now confide in Maan so that he is also well prepared. So he knows there is someone out there wanting to harm hus family.

    Geet's morning behavior has scared me. The way she behaved said she is readying herself for the inevitable separation. She was so cold and distant in her approach and that was freaking scary. I know has lost too many precious people in her life but I for once know she won't be able to handle losing Maan.

    Can she even find her happiness, ever? Not even for days she is happy or at peace and content with her life. Someone or the other is at her back reminding her she can't move on. My heart goes out to her. She has already endured lifetime of suffering, how much more that girl has to go through? It's heartbreaking.

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  10. Oh God m damn scared now😔this Mr.C sounds dangerous if anything to go by esp with the history she has had with him . How many villains !!!! :/ And Geet maybe she'll try to protect Maan's honor & reputation at any cost . Her tone & speech is befuddling ; she wud do anything to keep Maan safe rest assured :'( Scary update .
    Also the fact that Geet is feeling pukish in the morning , she cud b pregnant also although she likes to believe she's not !!!!

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  11. Is Geet really pregnant, thou I am tempted to see a little Geet or little Maan but at this stage I think it’s better to avoid. She’s already going through a rough phase and their marriage is not as smooth as it seems.
    Gosh Mr.C is back!!!!! That is crazy and scary now… Does he have any connection with Dev or Deepika…. It looks like she’s not going to have a peaceful life for some time now…. Things getting tougher by each day…


    ajenn

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  12. shit she gt a littl happiness nd everything turmed upside down with her n now mr c y ont geet tell hm yr is she crazyy

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  13. a little bit of happiness & peace comes her way but along with that her past fears too come. God another problem, why the hell she won't tell him???

    IF id: impoojaverma

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  14. Part 52
    Niki was right that she may be pregnant. She went with her for check up. Doctor said they need to run some test. Everything was going so right why that man called her. She again started to fear of losing her love. Or something bad will happen to maan if she stayed with him. Why this was happening with her…cant she have some peaceful time with her beloved persons…now what she will do…

    IF - Madhuri53

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